60×40 cm, oil on canvas

It is true. The artist paints to get rid of the pain… Creating this picture was therapeutic for me.

I’ve been told ‘it’s time to let her/he go.’ But how? How do I let go of someone I didn’t get to meet or know or even hold in my arms, but whom I already loved with all my heart?

A miracle whom I only ‘borrowed’ for eleven weeks? That’s all I/we were given. Eleven weeks of joyous waiting and two occasions to hear her/his little heart beat.

It almost became mine...

We almost became happy parents...