60×40 cm, oil on canvas

It is indeed true that the artist paints the pain out of themselves... at least in my case, this picture was therapy.

Many people say that I should finally let go, but how? To let go of someone... whom I haven't even

I knew him, but I already loved him with all my heart, a miracle I was only lent for eleven weeks. That was all I was given. Eleven weeks of blissful anticipation and two times that I could hear his little heartbeat.

It almost became mine / ours…

We almost became happy parents…