{"id":1994,"date":"2022-09-13T20:08:13","date_gmt":"2022-09-13T19:08:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.ruthschmidt.com\/?p=1994"},"modified":"2026-04-20T10:42:58","modified_gmt":"2026-04-20T09:42:58","slug":"almost-happiness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ruthschmidt.com\/en\/majdnem-boldogsag\/","title":{"rendered":"Almost happiness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">60\u00d740 cm, oil on canvas<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It is indeed true that the artist paints the pain out of themselves... at least in my case, this picture was therapy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Many people say that I should finally let go, but how? To let go of someone... whom I haven't even<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I knew him, but I already loved him with all my heart, a miracle I was only lent for eleven weeks. That was all I was given. Eleven weeks of blissful anticipation and two times that I could hear his little heartbeat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It almost became mine \/ ours\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We almost became happy parents\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>60&#215;40 cm, olaj, v\u00e1szon Val\u00f3ban igaz az, hogy az m\u0171v\u00e9sz kifesti mag\u00e1b\u00f3l a f\u00e1jdalmat\u2026 legal\u00e1bbis n\u00e1lam ebben az esetben ter\u00e1pia volt ez a k\u00e9p. Sokan mondj\u00e1k, hogy engedjem v\u00e9gre el, de hogyan? Elengedni valakit\u2026 akit m\u00e9g nem is ismertem, de m\u00e1r szerettem tiszta sz\u00edvemb\u0151l, egy csod\u00e1t, akit csak tizenegy h\u00e9tre kaptam k\u00f6lcs\u00f6n. Ennyi adatott. Tizenegy [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1941,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[32],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1994","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-szimbolista-szurrealista-festmenyek"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ruthschmidt.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1994","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ruthschmidt.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ruthschmidt.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ruthschmidt.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ruthschmidt.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1994"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/www.ruthschmidt.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1994\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3682,"href":"https:\/\/www.ruthschmidt.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1994\/revisions\/3682"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ruthschmidt.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1941"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ruthschmidt.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1994"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ruthschmidt.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1994"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ruthschmidt.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1994"}],"curies":[{"name":"Well played","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}